Sunday, April 19, 2009

you dont know

you don’t know

how much i love you

how much i care for you

how much i want you

how much i long for you

or

how much i want to

to touch you

to caress you

to kiss you

to hug you

to hold your hand

to smell you

to lie with you

 

oh you dont know

 

how much i miss you

 

you will never know

 

as i lay on my bed

thinking of you

the thought of us

apart

is suffering

i love you baby

 

keep me in your heart

hold on to me

 

and

 

i will hold on to you

 

i love you

1st weekend in lagkawi

 

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a snapshot on the beach of langkawi

on a weekend

our first weekend in langkawi

 

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thats ahem and arnold. =D

 

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my batchmates

that lou sai is alex btw

25 years old.

 

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kenndaeson

 

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freddie and hann tsong the photographer

 

 

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our outing that day was beach, dinner, shopping, driving, exploring…

 

from now on till 2 years

i wont be saying much cuz

i dont have the time

but please do keep my blog alive.

 

cuz im busy

 

comment please

 

its on the lower right hand corner

 

comment say something

speak up

last outing with my college mates. =D

 

outing with kar, ash

genise, kimberley, money

yin tong,

 

 tere

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askkar

horny ash

got a chicks number

 

 hotties

karlisyle, yin tong

kimberley, and money

 

 bros

brothas from tha hood

 

kar

bluekkk

 

 karash

 

 karter

=D

 

terkar 

 

friends forever

=D

take care u guys

sorry no time to say much

have to study now.

 

tomorrow got 7 hours of class again.

pfft.

i love you babe

if you’re reading this. =D

Thursday, April 16, 2009

the finale

the saturday

 

as the end approach to began

for a new chapter

a new post

a new story

a new page

 

these were my last moments

 

saturday was dinner with mom’s side

 

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brendon my cousin and i

 

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his parents

 

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my parents

 

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my aunt’s family

 

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omg

i call him beescoot face

(biscuit)

i mean look at his face

round as a plate

 

 

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fellowship of the knights at the round table

 

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my brother loves to take pictures from the ground

 

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my family enjoying some good assam fish

 

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yvonne my cousin and her mom

 

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some leftovers

 

 

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ah

beescoot face

 

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assam fish

was quite good

 

 

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some chicken

 

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girls call me at

kosong satu empat

tekan tekan tak dapat

if you want to get to know him

 

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he wanted to give the rich man look

 

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=D

 

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i think beescoot face is getting his fair share of attention already

pfft

 

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my family

the bottle is my family too

 

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my bro will forever be called baby

=)

 

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ok im lazy to write already

these are some pictures of my aunts and uncles.

 

 

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crazy fans of ben 10

 

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suddenly i felt sad.

 

 

The Sunday

 

paid respect to my grandma mom’s side.

although we dont believe in this

thats why i decided to take pictures

 

 

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can you see a silhouette eating josssticks?

 

 

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the pollution on that day was

way way way bad

 

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this is what happens

when theres too much smoke

 

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brothers reaction

 

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my reaction

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moms reaction

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then it had to rain

pfft

 

 

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decided to be blasphemous

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that guy burnt a lamborghini and a mansion

his ancestors must be really happy

 

 

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  that night

dinner with my dads side

i teared on a few occasions

i had to rush to the toilet

 

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arent my cousins all cutteee

 

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super model mikail

 

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my hot mom

 

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my grandpa gave me advice

while he was on some chivas

 

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that night suddenly i felt sad

cindy my bitch

i love you

will see you

when i get back

 

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the day

 

sad day

also happy day

 

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had some kfc in klia

 

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its disgusting how fat i look in the uniform

 

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my batchmates

batch 26 hma

batch 18 mas

 

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from top left

jacob,arnold,me,freddie

hann,jian,issac,kenneth

 

from bottom left

clinton,hari,kenn,aisa,

joshua,jia,alex,izzat

 

our journey begans

 

 

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can u see me in that?

 

beautiful scenery

near penang

 

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flaps up!

langkawi touch down

 

 

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managed to snapped it while taxiing

 

with the b737-400

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too hot had to squint.

 

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the realization

 

sometimes we take things for granted

when your loved ones are beside you

the way you speak

your actions

 

but when it dawn upon you that

you’re parting away

you tear

you feel sad

 

you see your loved ones tear

red eyes and stuff

especially at the airport

 

sigh

 

your family

your girlfriend

your friends

 

i love you

all of you

 

you are always in my heart

 

 

ok i gotto go study for tomorrow

navigation and meteorology

 

my days here have beeen hectic

something new

 

a new day

a new life.