You know when you've fallen in love....

you know you've fallen in love
when you wait in however little hope
when you act a fool in however foolish you act
when all you do is think of her...

you know you've fallen in love
when you degrade yourself and fuck posture
when you know its fuckin cliche to look at the stars and moon
.....and to think of her.
but you do.

you know you've fallen in love
when you believe in unbelievable moments
when you hope at hopeless situations
when you are out of your mind.

you know you've falllen in love
when you watch every romantic flick
and there she goes in your mind.
dancing wildly like at the back of your head.

you know you've fallen in love
when you stare at her
when you don't mind feeling inferior
when you can only say fuck the world
i want her.

you know you've fallen in love
when you deny yourself
when you are weak
when you feel helpless

you know you've fallen in love
when you do the things you never dreamt of
when you say the things you never dreamt of
when you feel the way you never dreamt of

you know you've fallen in love
when you write a sick love poem...





LOL.this is sick.
haha
no worries i'm not in love.
just for fun
haha
oh gosh that was fucking SICK.


or


maybe i'm in love?

just for laughters =D

"i met my boyfriend at the Big Penis website."

- you seriously think i'm going to tell you who said that?

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"oh really."

-Ash

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"if that's the line between gay and straight, you shot over it at top speed."

-Ash commenting on my pink polka dots shirt.

"uhuh. and your sweeping-the-nation-gay haircut is so snailing pass the line?"

-Me on a comeback to ash.

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sorry Ash was just reminiscing about our sarcastic rows.

=)

e-dinding!

i just watched WALL-E

i initially thought it was gonna be one boring charlie-chaplin-mr-bean kinda movie.

but i gotta admit im impressed.

how shall i put it.

well hmm

its funny to a certain extent.

its romantic. funny how robots made me felt it was romantic.

wall-e totally changed my perception that robots have no feeling. LOL.

damn it i think wall-e's a better flirt than i am.

should get him to teach me.

i totally understand how wall-e feels bout her.

i do.trust me.

i guess i'm pretty much like wall-e in my love story.
LOL

anyway.

moving on.

this is the first movie that made me feel so much for protecting mother earth.

i know.

i am an ignorant oblivious fool in oblivion about the whole mother earth thingy before this.

-papai!

ps. damnit. i do feel like wall-e.

so true.

"our lives are similiar to the movies , only without the soundtracks and background music"

-iman pandora =)

edited by terence spencer.

what terence did on a boring day.

today was a really short day.

well, if morning for you is at 5 pm.

cuz i woke up at 5 pm.

who the hell wakes up at 5 pm.

well i do.

for today at least.

anyway.

i had lunch at 6pm.

i mean dinner.

nasi lemak.

then Faris smsed me

btw faris is this decent innocent looking slacker who's the total opposite of how i described him.

"yo macha when are you coming down to hartamas"

i went like "now?"

ok fast forward.

we were at hartamas.

met a friend of his who's goin for MAS interview for piloting tomorrow.

gave him some tips and stuff.

the best of luck to you.

sorry dont know how to spell your name.

anyway

we went mamak then hartamas square then lepak

fiy lepak is a shisha joint.

kinda shady but yeah happening.

met a few guys and one girl.

ahem.

she's happening.

well uve got to know the INSIDE JOKE first to know why.

Faris and i would know why.

some key words.

PORSCHE
17 YO

PILOT

US

LOL

anyway we were shishaing for like 2 hours or so.

free shisha is like super cool.

FREE.

i know im cheap. =)

thanks anyway.

so yeah .

an unproductive day for terence is such.

and whats the time now?

1 10 am.

sleep.eat.hartamas.faris.happening girl.free shisha.and ya blogging

sums it all up.

the battle of the school boys.

who the *bleep* is manchester united?

a bunch of school kids who played against blunder-filled chelsea.

we mighty ARSENAL await.

to KICK your ass like back then on the 8th of november 2008.

one doesnt need to recall how ARSENAL whipped their asses.

-end of story-

oh ya and IMAN is keeping me awake too thats why.

she is one hell of an artist.
u should get her if u want painted designed shirts done prefessionally by her.

screw her i need to sleep.

LEFT 4 DEAD.

I fell in love with her on first sight.
I've always wanted to touch her.

to feel her.

to caress her.
the sight of her immaculatesly set my eyes on fire.

passionate fire set ablazed in my eyes.

she is my LEFT 4 DEAD game.
screw call of duty.

but this is like THE game.

Boomer. He's one obese fatso u dont wanna mess with.

Hunter. The hunter being hunted.
Smoker. You don't wanna smoke again.

The Witch. She's THE bitch.
and of course the last but not least
The Tank. He's not one muhfucker u wanna mess with.

Oh this is my friend Boomer.


The Tank. I got trapped with this big guy in the corner. almost ended my perpetual virtual life.

Oh how much i love the zombie-infected genred stuff.
me favourite all timers
Quarantine.
Dawn of the Dead.
28 Days Later
28 Weeks later.

Anyway my day today's packed with barbeques, left 4 dead, chaffeuring and insomniac eternities.
Whats the time now?
oh mother of christ.
its 4.55 am.

Call of Duty 2 and 4.

Lately this is what making us spend two bucks per every hour.

Presenting.....

CALL OF DUTY 4.

sugen definitely sucks in this game.

i mean he's alright alright. we fare the same. =P
well thashi is one hell of a marksman.

asoga got a long way to go. =P

daryl can chew on my shoe. ok la almost same as me.=P

well im the BEST.

ps. i can say this because they do not read my blog.

ps again. i still am the BEST.

AND YA THE LIST BELOW IS NOT IN ORDER! DONT HEAD HUNT ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE ME IF I WROTE YOUR NAME ON THE 5TH INSTEAD OF 4TH. =D cheers!

me so lackadaisical now.

just got back from college. sigh. suppose to go out then cancel. im BORED.
the feeling of after weeks and weeks of self imposed holidays and then attending college is unbearable for me.
i miss everyone there but i dun miss studying.
GOSH
it was suffering...
buddies that i miss from class:

karlisyle aka cutemanja girl ([in karlisyle's way of saying] i teaauuu(tell) youu) comel giler. and ya she loves pink like PINK
kavithah aka seducing phone operator (chiccgoo(cikgu)[sexily])
ash aka fatkid slacking (dude whens my sarcasmic classes on??)
g aka kami impersonator (this brader happening u know, ask his autograph)
faris aka weedman stoner (he's stonign now so he wont be able to read it properly) bro the green is for you , for grasss.. haha
siew fan aka rajingirl (she wont be reading this cuz she's studying now)
genise aka hiphopper breakdancer (yo wassupppp)
ah hang aka yeng cinastylo (hey bladerrr)
ryan aka em seng mok fashionable (hey fashionable!)
titan aka lawmaker mooter (ei titan wats heaven v pender about??)
johnny aka mari minum tapi tak minum (brader we go minum laaa)
michelle aka budak kecik matang tak matang (michelle is gonna give me a slap for this, i mean a punch)
jane aka lurus bendul nun and her gang( faham faham la)
yvonne aka friendly pandang maut (scary man)
minoo aka slamba artist (ei i dont know how to draw laaaa(imitating minoo))
and of course how can i forget yuin juin aka SEXY ..this dude i dont need brackets for him. he is the undescribable THE SEX BOMB.
sorry if i terlupa u guys. slip of the hand. =D

Wrapping up the day.

wrapping up today means im going to ta pao what i did today and unwrapping it back for you guys to delve into what has been happenign to me.

okaay.. that was needless right. why are you even here??
its called BLASPHEMOUS CRAPOLOGY for goodness sake.
its crap. shoo shoo go away.

anyway after that horifying incident with the big burly singh guy and my penis. i did warn you of some adult content didnt i =D
me went to pavillion with some friends.
watched the SPIRIT. i personally liked FLIMSY FLOSS.
thought it was comical. i literally had my "lols" all over the place.
"you are the death of me" LAWL!
the spirit is like the male version of BIMBOS.

anyway after that we went aimlessly walking to bookstores n elevators.
well for me it was the company.
to me outings most important is the company.

then SUDDENLY out of the blues came ivan dusk to dass cherrie dippings jabez dabez and julian the photoman.


me almost terkencing

then drove home all the way back now i'm feeling a lil drowzy. must have been the missing three vials of blood taken away from me........ drifting away............drifting away......................to fantasy land!!

me feeling cranky now.

Sigh....
wait i need another one...
Sighhhh.....

aahh better.



I just got back from a medical check up for my sponsorship for piloting in MAS.
if you are afraid of a big burly man touching about your penis, don't be a MAS sponsored pilot.

because u will be touched by a big burly man feeling around that manhood of yours.

well i was kinda blur actually when he asked me to take me undies down.
then he went like "do you have a girlfriend?"
i went like "no sir. no girlfriend"
he went like "it looks like you dont know how to take off your pants on bed"

i'm like. wtf.

LOL.

I'm kinda like no mood now because i was suppose to go out and then last minute change of plan.
i dont even know whats happenign over the other side.
cant u b upfront with me??

i need to upgrade some stuff in my blog.
like a fetish player. ahh. some pictures. LOL ones. weird ones.
anyway y am i talking bout this anyway.
ive got a medical check up tomorrow. wtf.
need my bloodpressure to b optimum and now its fucking 1.45am. damn it.
peace out. sorry no bold and colourful letters this time.
am rushing.
wish me luck for tomorrow!
terence the AVIATOR.

The wait is over.
The time is now.
Hold on to your seats.
What you are about to witness are blurtings of he-who-see-through-these-eyes.
(Where the devil's underwear did i get that stupid he-who-see-through-these-eyes!!??)
Damn it. This is irritating. I am not going to put those dashes everytime i say 'he who see through these eyes'. Ish those red bold words are like errors.Nostalgically reminds me of my old school days.........

Heeeerrreeeee we go again.
Start crapping. Uhuh.
light sabers clashing... fighting the dark force.... "youuu .... musssst.. nott.. conqueeerrrr!!"

Okay,lets get down to business for the dark forces have been overwhelmed. For now.

Ahem. I decided to start a blog as one of my new year resolution. I want to pen my thoughts down.
Ahhh. To let my crapology be heard for the art of pedagogy of crapology is hard if there is no listener. So let there be listeners!!

thunder strikes....
sorry sorry i mean crickets chirping...

Okaaayy. I mean listeners as in the crickets not you people.
I don't care if there are no readers.
Me just want enjoy!

Okay back to business, I started this blog also for the reason because i am an expressive person.
I have previously commit myself to many blogs and found out that i was too busy of a person to blog.

I guess that's enough for a test ride for today. I want to preview my first post now and go to sleep.