when you think you get your life all figured out. and ya some grouses.

 

 

 

when you think you have it all figured out

 

what more can someone ask for

for someone my age

really

what more

i think i have it figured it out

but seriously why do i have aching questions still

disturbing thoughts still

 

okay

let me lay out my life

for you and my plan in life in

a very very detailed and superficial level

but trust i have it figured out or i think i have

like in a massive deep level

 

someone told me

that sometimes you have to live your life

like a dog

live from day to day

don’t think so much

i have a brain that thinks too much

 

i think most bout

 

my business

my responsibilities

as a son

as a boyfriend.. lol..

just kidding.. im naturally good at it. =)

basically i think ALOT.

 

someone please tell me my life would be all sorted out

 

MY MAPPED OUT LIFE

 

okay 19 years old.

here i am waiting to be in pilot school

sponsored by mas

2 years into course and i would be out of it

and start flying by the age of 21or 22

i want to settle by the age of 25

cuz i dont want me(soon to be dad)to be too old

to bond with my teenage sons.. lol

and be a pilot till i retire

50’s prob 60 ‘s prob?

then live on my epf money then die happily ever after. =)

 

here’s some of my dreams

 

i want to be a really good father

2nd i really want to be a good husband

3rd i really want to have a real rockin family

4th i want health and wealth to come along

5th i want to be different.

you’ll never understand the term i speak off till you know me real well

 

WELLL SADLY I HAVE MY OWN GROUSES

 

the 40 year plan

 

i want to escape from the financial shackles of reality

that people are facing

why do people subscribe to the 40 year old plan??

the plan that your dad told you or your teacher told you

 

ah this one is famous.

“study hard, get good grades, get a double degree, get a masters or wtv, get a good job
and you are set for LIFE”
-dads, moms, teachers, everyone..

really now??

 

when you were in school

why did no one tell you that being an engineer,doctor, or wtv means

going to work from 9 to 6 the least

and your salary sucks donkeys balls

to start with

and you answer your boss

“how far?”

when your boss asks you to jump

and you work for the least of 40 years.

for christ’s sake.

theres more to LIFE.

 

okaaay

lets say you are all ambitious bout climbing up the corporate ladder

look at your boss

if you get REAL goood at your job.

you’ll end up like your boss

do you reallly want to be like your boss?

spending more time at work

puttin more hours in

spending time out of work thinkin bout work

and he watches his children grow horizontally

cuz he leaves the house when its dark and the children are asleep

and gets back when its dark when the children are asleep

rather the maid is watchin them grow vertically.

do you really want to spend more time with their bosses than with their family?

 

people should be busy to stop being busy

but people are busy keeping busy

these are the people i see everyday in train stations like mechanical zombies

going to work

and they actually wake up after the caffeine touches their lips

in the office

 

the attack of the alarm

the best time to sleep is from 6am to 9 am.

because that is when your bloody alarm

have to ring

and trust me if you do this often enough like years already like

my mom

she wakes the alarm up rather than the alarm wakes her

another dream is to banish all alarm clocks when i can do so in the future

 

the door to door people

oh  you people hate the mlm door to door people

or the salesman who’s trying to earn an honest living

at least they are straight up that they are selling products

 

what bout you people

you people sell too

you sell your souls to your bosses

you sell your values

you sell on you dreams

you sell LIFE

to your boss

so that your boss can live the LIFE

 

at least the door to door salesman is selling upfront

for his freedom

not some boss

 

talkin bout door to door

you go dood to door

from your bedroom door to the bathroom door to the bedroom door to the house door

to the car door to the office door

back to car door , house door, bathroom door , bedroom door

and you do this door to door bullshit for 40 years and you hate door to door salesman? seriously??

like a car viper.

really now??

think bout it.

 

 

i want to be different

 

i dont want to be like anyone of you out there

majority of you

i want to be different

you see my worries here?

you see my grouses?

 

on this part im not going to say much.

 

no words can describe what im doin different

that will cme sensible to any of you

i make a promise to myself.

in 10 years or so.

i will be significantly making a change.

i crap not.

i rant not.

 

 

“what you believe does not matter at all,

but the fruits of your belief are the ones that matters”

-Terence Spencer Tan