hihi =)

 

 

 

 

 

i mishh you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

some of the worthwhile movies. so far.

 

 

“you’re practically blowing him with your eyes”

caroline

 

 

“would you be my boyfriend for 5 minutes”

norah

 

 

“its not a cab my friend i promise u”

nick

 

 

“eyes, up here”

norah

 

 

“if you dont have a drummer than why you do you have drums, you fistfull of assholes”

norah

 

 

“no stopping, no stopping for anything,i dont care if brad pitt is selling fruit in a thong on the g.w, u cannot stop”

norah

 

 

”goodnight my hetero-heroine”

dev

 

 

“when u feel ignored long enough, it just nice to feel special sometimes”

norah

 

 

“the world is broken into pieces, and its everybodies job to find em and put em back together again”

norah

 

 

“maybe we are the pieces”

nick

 

 

 

feel like penning down some good mellow numbers.. (phil told me to)

 

lately have been mellowing down

 

when i was a lil kid.

gay rap as fondly put by my friend

or

Retards Accepting Poetry

 

 

was my genre

then as i got older during d 90’s

numbers like

nirvana’s smells like teen spirit

blur’s song 2

 

 

john’s mistress’ numb

 

 

became some of my favourite

then came ROCK

from plain ol rock pop

i moveed into something called hardcore

i remember dissing some shit played in a bus

it turned out to be the classic

System Of A Down’s Toxicity

 

and when i think bout it

im like

omg how could you diss the LEGENDS.

but anyway i moved to emo

pure emo

no growling.

now

its like

stabbing your ear with a pen

then now SCREAMO.

some of d kick ass bands.

a skylit drive.

 

finch.

 

greeley estates

 

matchbook romance

 

 

to name a few…. =D

whoa and of course how could i not mention

BRING ME THE HORIZON

 

altho they have a hint of hardcore metal in there .

goodstuff.

 

but lately i realized im beginning to mellow down

indie emo mellow stuff…

lol

to name a few.

 

vampire weekend

 

takka takka

 

the real tuesday weld

 

the submarines

 

 

cool stuff….

 

ah ah BTW

im into instrumental rock now.

like

EXPLOSIONS IN THE SKY

 

local band DEEPSET

 

MOGWAI

 

 

 

to name a few..

 

 

 

 

 

 

dreams.

today was a morbid day.

i dreamt of deaths.

deaths.

let me indulge you into the morbid head of mine.

there were many people around me.

some i could recognize some i couldnt recognize.

strangers i reckon.

we were in a catacomb like place.

a dungeon of sorts.

i was at a funeral.

a funeral held in a dungeon.

dungeon filled with water to our waist.

i remember moving around aimlessly.

then something caught my attention.

someone close to me died.

one of my friend.

i’m not going to say who.

but one of my college mates.

i saw her in d coffin.

pale.

almost ghostly in complexion

then.

later as we moved around mingling in our sorrow.

i saw 2 person.

actually the same two person.

also a friend of mine.

they were doubles.

this one is a close friend too.

one of em was pale and big in size.

another one was alive and small of size.

probably representing d future and past representatively.

then suddenly

i saw another coffin with the ‘future’ figure of my friend.

she was in the coffin.

dead.

then i remember freaking out.

i tried to find an escape.

but the exits were all small and i couldnt fit thru.

then i found an exit.

i manage to flee

and when i was out of the dungeon

it was paradise.

i could remember the feeling.

 

 

just for your information this is just one of the weird dreams i have

my dreams are all in hi resolution

coloured

and i see their faces

and everything is detailed

only once i dreamt in black and white

when i was a kid i dreamt of the same thing over again and again.

adn my dreams are usually

morbid

sadistic

and sad

well i occasionally have

wet dreams.

LOL

of pink vans ,white people and beautiful beaches… oh of course bitches too =)

 

 

 

 

randomness has brought us to pangkor.

why pangkor?

we didtn know why.

but we did found out why.

ill show you why.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

we drove to lumut all the way.

left at 6 something in the morning.

 

its 7 in the morning.

that explains it.

 

oh hello lumut jetty.

we took the ferry.

 

 

wandering travellers.

in the ferry.

 

thats the emergency exit

if the ferry is goin to do the titanic.

 

and the life jacket

 

30 minutes ride on the ferry to pangkor

 

the malaysian naval ship.

 

hello pangkor.

 

we rent a car.

kancil 660.

we were like the only car on the road.

everyone used the kapcai(the motorbike)

 

 

we drove to the hotel guardhouse.

cars and motors cant go in.

so we took the hotel shuttle.

 

 

the beautiful landscape on the way into

pangkor island resort.

 

 

 

there were mostly russians, germans, english, japanese  and some honkeys there.

no locals holidaying there.

good.

less crowd.

we never like holidayin druing peak season.

its only weekdays.

 

the view from the balcony

 

our room.

 

some suds with my mom.

at the waterbar.

 

after a swim at the pool.

 

some darlings.

 

picturesque view of the pool and lushness of pangkor.

 

of tanned skin and breathtaking panorama.

the beaches there are really clean and secluded

unlike pd and penang.

 

the beautiful sea.

 

oh i found this creature

its a bird

in the sea

some fishes were eating it. tiny grey fishes.

 

 

im not photogenic.

i never pose.

this is not a pose fyi.

its called the stand.

 

breathtaking.

 

oh thats my dad.

jogging.

 

i had to go into the sea and take this shot okay.

 

my brother and my parents at far back.

wait come to think of it.

hes not my brother.

 

we were jogging.

i was in front then my excess luggage came into effect.

 

my brotha puffing in and out after the run.

some beautiful chalets.

the same hotel but more expensive rooms.

 

stupid photgrapher.

my brotha.

i was not ready and he took it.

but anywya nice background.

 

waiting for food.

had some crabs.crayfish.fish.and some other stuff.

 

 

a night glance at the view from the room.

 

cudnt leave the beach alone.

at night but it was spectacular.

 

part of the hotel from the beach at night.

 

my room can be seen from here.

 

my hot mom by the beachside.XD

 

 

on the ferry.

on the way home.

sigh.

 

a picture without the photographer.

 

the couple.

 

bye bye pangkor.