confessions of the heavy hearted

don’t read

for then you may think i don’t love you as much as you do.

i say so is because you write literature

i write ulutard english

lol

 

 

i will tell you my secrets

the ones recessing at the back of my head

the ones lingering around the atriums

for i want you to keep telling yours

your deepest secret

your darkest secret

 

why?

 

for this stable port we walk

where no one is watching

it does not matter at all

for they are immaterial to me

for who you were

or

you what you did

or the life you led

 

i don’t care

like you said

lets turn a new chapter

lets crush the creased ones

and start over on the uncreased ones

 

for i love you for who you are

therefore i love the

problems that fill the gap between your fingers

i will remove them and fill the gap with my fingers

 

together

hand in hand

thick and thin

tempestuous and calm

nevertheless

nonetheless

hand in hand

still…

 

i have kuci instead of gucci

channel instead of chanel

le foa instead of le feit

i can’t afford to buy you houses for a dare

nor

afford islands for you to hoolala around

i have nothing shiny and glorifying

 

but what i do have

is my heart

my sincere heart

my love

my sincere love

its like i’ve fallen in love again

 

this one is different

and we can go through firsts

together again

 

but when i leave

i’m going to ask you to hold on

hold on to what you think is worth it

for i will hold on

for i will hold tightly

like a precious gem of priceless uniquity

 

i can’t say enough

but only say

i will always be your venting machine

of love, patience,hope, trust

and faith

but i will be different than the rest

you don’t need to feed me coins

all you have to do is

be there.

 

i am everywhere

the truth is i have never left

look closely

i am there

feel your heartbeat

you’ll feel me

listen closely

its me.

 

this love will pull us thru baby

 

“i wouldn’t trade you for the world i swear,
and you can count on that.
i may never show up randomly at your doorstep with the words of an angel,
but i’ll always be there.”

 

i wouldn’t trade you for the world i promise

cross my heart

never.

i promise.

i swear

 

i’ll wait for you ,

we’ll spend quiet time to make up for

the future 2 years that ill be away.

i love u n i will always do.

 

baby, with all things said & done. departing from you would be the hardest thing.

baby,ive never depart or i never will

so

listen

feel

look

closely

 

there you are

here i am

lets get lost in translation….

 

 

 

 

i love you.